


Croswell Bowen
War Correspondent, Collier's Magazine
American Field Service
Badger Croswell Bowen Jr. was born on 12 February 1905, in Toledo, OH. His father worked his way up in the insurance industry, starting as an inspector and eventually co-founding his own firm as Croswell grew up. His family became more well off as the firm grew, eventually moving to a mansion in the city with a butler to tend to it. Early in his life he went by “Croswell Bowen,” or simply “Cros,” and regularly attended Catholic Mass with his family. Pressured by his parents, Croswell made sure to do extremely well in school so that he could get into a prestigious college one day, and eventually was admitted to Yale University. However, he struggled to fit in with the social status and pedigree of other students, and for his last year went to Sorbonne University in Paris.

Bowen's uniform and memoir

Bowen's correspondent uniform

Bowen's shoulder slip, with "PR" standing for British Army "Public Relations" and a British civilian rank below it

Bowen's uniform and memoir
After graduating in 1929, he began working in the newsroom of the International News Service (INS) in NYC. Here Bowen reported mostly on stories involving police brutality and communist protests. He gained a reputation around the city, known as the "Rover Boy of Park Row," for ignoring rules, refusing to follow reporter norms, and regularly bursting through police barriers and loudly announcing “I’m Bowen of the INS!” He was soon transferred as a correspondent in Washington, D.C. where he covered high-level press conferences, many with Secretary of State Henry Stimson. Things were going well for him until his father passed away in 1931, which deeply affected him. Later that year, Japan staged a railway explosion and pinned the blame on China, leading to the invasion of Manchuria. Sitting in the front row at Stimson’s next conference, Croswell was fed up with him suggesting that it never happened, and interrupted him to ask about it. His bosses at INS were infuriated with the incident, and fired him afterward.
Back in New York, he found another job at the New York World-Telegram and later the New York American, but was continually frustrated with what he was told to report as he worked through the Great Depression. Moving towards the 1940s, he watched as the US grew closer to war, and also began taking classes in photography with the hopes of becoming a photojournalist. The result of his classes came in the form of his first published book, “The Hudson: Great River of the Mountains,” a look at the history of the Hudson River featuring photos taken by Croswell. However, he found much of his previous work boring and tedious, and wanted to take his new skills to the sands of the Middle East and Africa.

Croswell in 1917

Croswell, standing, and the Bowen family in 1922

Bowen shooting on the Hudson River for his book in 1939

Croswell in 1917
Being an independent journalist at the time, Bowen knew the only way he could afford to go overseas was if he represented a publication as a war correspondent. So, he pitched his idea to Collier’s Magazine and secured the funding, then asked to come along with the American Field Service (AFS)–a civilian volunteer ambulance unit, known for its role in the First World War. To his excitement they accepted, and he left New York on November 6, 1941, to go to a port in Halifax, Canada. The group consisted of about 100 AFS volunteers; the first sent to the Middle East, all with no paycheck and $200 uniforms they paid for out of their own pocket. Boarding the USS West Point with the AFS and thousands of British and Canadian troops, Bowen waddled with luggage bags filled with his photography equipment, including two cases full of flashbulbs. To Bowen’s horror, some British troops started using the flashbulb cases as stools on the ship and kept asking about them, giving him the nickname “Flash” Bowen. He and the other Americans were very popular on the ship, since the other troops had no clue where the ship was headed. It took a few days for everyone to board, but they soon left for Trinidad. On the ship, Croswell was given a two-person cabin, but shared it with 18 other men.
The US wasn’t in the war yet, and Bowen noticed much of the US Navy crew’s disdain at the fact they had to transport British troops to “their war.” He also noticed the stark differences between British and American troops. When Americans were boastful, the British were modest, and when Americans treated officers like people, the British treated them like royalty. Bowen also described that while the two nationalities did not hate each other, but didn’t exactly get along either. British and American officers were rarely seen together if they didn’t need to be. However, the ship’s pharmacy didn’t take English currency, so Americans bought up everything and traded it for British knives, caps, badges and other souvenirs. They would soon need to get along better, however, as Bowen heard about Pearl Harbor when a member of the officer’s mess ran through the room shouting the news. America had now officially joined the war.

Bowen's American Field Service application

The USS West Point, which Bowen and the AFS traveled on across the Atlantic

Bowen's American Field Service application
Croswell became close friends with four British officers, who would invite him into their first class suite to play pontoon, listen to music, and talk. They soon arrived in Cape Town, and one of them took him to a country club for officers. Here he brushed shoulders with Franklin D. Roosevelt Jr., who was aboard a submarine destroyer in the convoy. Back on the ship, he found that all the men had a story to exchange about local women they met while docked, and they disembarked once again. After more long days at sea and a Christmas celebration on the ship, they docked at Bombay (now Mumbai), where Bowen took his first pictures of British soldiers talking to locals. The AFS received some additional training in India, and Bowen met a local shopkeeper who tipped him off to some good pictures to take. Before long, however, the AFS boarded the HMS Talma to go to a mobilization center in El Tahag, Egypt. He said goodbye to the British troops he came to know over the past few months, who he learned two weeks later had all been killed or captured at Singapore.
Making their way to Beirut, Lebanon, the AFS found some downtime. Here, Croswell heard about the extremely organized red light district, which spanned multiple blocks and was now guarded by Commonwealth police who gave out care packages to troops that entered. A British Military Police friend invited him on a nightly “clearing out” of troops from the brothels to make sure none spent the night, to which he agreed to come along. Bowen wrote about the dreary state of all soldiers here, doing anything to satisfy themself after being ripped from their families, and before being brought to their death.

Bowen and the AFS's journey to the Middle East

Bowen and the AFS's journey to the Middle East
After making their way through Syria and Libya, the AFS was attached to the British 8th Army in May 1942. However, Bowen heard that British officers felt that some of the photos he took violated his photographer’s pass, so he went to Cairo to straighten it out. Here he got a place to stay at Shepheard’s Hotel, where he found a clean room with a bed and bath: the first in 7 months. Croswell visited Colonel Sir Philip Astley of the British Army Public Relations Office. Knowing Astley had a history of antagonizing American correspondents, Bowen expressed to him that he’s not satisfied with his pass only allowing photos of the AFS, and asked if he can allow him to take more varied photos. Astley quickly and bluntly shot him down, so Bowen found Douglas Williams, the head of the Ministry of Information in the Middle East who Collier’s recommended. Williams reiterated that there’s nothing he could do, but gave Bowen some advice: he’s got a uniform, pass, and camera, so he can either follow it or take whatever pictures he wants and ask for forgiveness instead of permission.
With America now in the war, Bowen saw Americans all over Cairo, but again never saw them intermingled with the British. Bowen spent some time enjoying himself and taking pictures in the city, in an attempt to take his mind off the fact he would soon be on the front. Croswell and most other correspondents gathered on the terrace of Shepheard’s Hotel, exchanging jokes and gripes with the censors. Unlike their soldier counterparts, British and American correspondents got along very well. Towards the end of his leave, Bowen sat in the lounge of the hotel, and expressed his fear as he was about to go into combat:
It is not exactly fear of death. It is fear of not living some more, not living until I see the end of the war and the days of peace that will follow, not living until I have a son and a home of my own and a wife who believes in me and loves me.

Americans outside of Shepheard's Hotel in 1942

Shepheard's Hotel before the war, showing the terrace by the entrance where correspondents would gather

Americans outside of Shepheard's Hotel in 1942
Saying his goodbyes, Croswell found himself back with the AFS. They went through gas mask testing tents, where they ran around both with and without masks to be ready in the event of chemical warfare. When told to take off the mask, open their eyes, and try to escape, Bowen took a deep breath, memorized where the exit was, closed his eyes, and ran out to get some pictures of the others as they were leaving. Afterwards they got a lecture on desert warfare, and Bowen photographed the AFS painting their vehicles and throwing sand on top for camouflage. Around dusk, Croswell went to the Catholic Canteen and confessed to the priest. That night he went to Benediction and was deeply affected; he cried, felt very comforted, and was no longer afraid to face the battlefield.
The AFS convoy headed to Tobruk and Bowen was immediately faced with the reality of war: he passed through towns that were bombed until nothing was left, and saw fresh field cemeteries for German, Italian, and British dead. They finally arrived in the outskirts of Tobruk on May 20, and Croswell immediately noticed that everyone seemed to think there was an attack from the Germans coming soon. Strangely, they were going about their business as normal anyways. The first fight Bowen witnessed interrupted his conversation with some South Africans, when he saw two RAF bombers fly overhead, then a group of Messerschmitts following behind. Both of the bombers were shot down, one safely, and the other burning. Despite this, the biggest worry seemed to be water. Bowen described it as hard to come by, and any that was given to troops was treated with chemicals that made it taste terrible; many of the men fantasized about “good” water and how to get some.
Before long, Croswell became familiar with troops in the field. On a trip to take pictures in Tobruk Hospital, he learned that lots of British troops started burning themselves just so that they could escape the desert conditions; they told their officers that they were spraying their dugout with petrol to keep warm when it caught fire from a cigarette. The story was so common that the British Army began to punish anyone who told it. On another visit to a bombed cathedral in the city, he met the Angel of Tobruk: an angel statue in front of the altar that, among broken statues and crucifixes that littered the floor, stood completely untouched apart from some small shrapnel in her right eye. Some of the troops started worshipping her as a sign of good luck, and said that as long as she’s standing, Tobruk would never fall. When reflecting on what he gathered from soldiers so far, Bowen said that “there is no one answer that sums up their attitude to the war, or what they’re fighting for, or their emotions about being at this godforsaken desert front. The only thing they all have in common, of course, is that they want to go home.”

Taken by Bowen: AFS ambulances prepare to go to the front, with gas cans spaced apart for protection against bombing and artillery

Taken by Bowen: An AFS driver weaves tape into his net for camouflage and shadow concealment before moving to the front

A German field cemetery near Tobruk in 1942

Taken by Bowen: AFS ambulances prepare to go to the front, with gas cans spaced apart for protection against bombing and artillery
A week passed in Tobruk, and Bowen began to wonder if the seemingly-incoming attack would even happen at all. The most interesting lead he followed up on comes from some British RAF fliers he interviewed who were shot down while bombing Crete, then were able to make their way back to a harbor to be picked up by the AFS. On his way back he passed by a British engineer clearing a minefield who set one off, blowing both of his feet off right in front of Croswell. Trying to clear it from his mind, he made his way back to his dugout. On May 27th, Bowen began the day bored, and brought his broken cot to one of his British friends, Syd, who said he would fix it. While working they heard some planes coming their way, which Syd reassured were RAF bombers coming back from a run. As they got closer, they both realized that the long-awaited attack had finally started: a formation of German dive bombers was headed straight towards them. Croswell described the horror as he saw the enemy for the first time:
You feel danger; you hear danger. It is thick in the air. It is like the sound of a locomotive gaining speed. The time has come; this is it; this is terror. You feel pulled in all directions, but there is no escape. You stand transfixed, earthbound.
Freezing up as the planes creeped closer, Syd dragged Bowen by his arm to a nearby dugout, but he couldn't stop himself from trying to get one last look. Croswell peeked outside one last time, and saw one of the bombers break from formation and dive straight towards the dugout. The sound, he said, “drills into my spine. It is a roar like the grinding gears of creation.”
Bowen was absolutely terrified as bombs rained around the dugout. He began to recite the Lord’s Prayer and, for the first time since arriving, questioned why he was there. He wanted to live to take pictures back home, have a family, or maybe make another book. He thought that maybe it would make more sense for him to be there if he was fighting for his country, rather than just take pictures for a magazine that people will ogle at. Then, just as quickly as it began, it went silent. Emerging like a newborn from his dugout, Croswell decided it might be a good idea to try and snap some pictures of the bomb damage and craters. Afterward he went from dugout to dugout, trying to find people who were just as scared as him. Most of the troops were trying to keep their mind off of it, acting like it never happened, but Bowen tried finding someone to keep him grounded. Along the way he walked past a troop carrier that was hit, and saw a glove. Looking closer he noticed the hand was still inside, blown from the arm it was once attached to. At the sight, reality hit him, and he threw up.
For the next week Bowen was in the thick of the attack as the Germans continued the assault on Tobruk. He knew that, if he wanted to, he could easily take some fake or staged action shots that would do numbers in the press back home, but after what he experienced he refused to do so. His goal was no longer just to take pictures, but to survive–first of all, then to capture what desert fighting was truly like. Around June 5th, the men were confused about who was winning. They heard that they were cut off, and Bowen was worried that his film wouldn't get developed. To add to the trouble, someone from AFS headquarters informed him that he was in big trouble with the British Public Relations again, because the escaped RAF fliers from Crete he interviewed prior to the attack hadn’t talked to field security yet–a requirement before they can talk to anyone else.
Croswell continued taking pictures at the front, focusing on some wounded men evacuating from the harbor and a timed exposure of an anti-aircraft barrage. He briefly considered becoming an official US Army photographer to serve his country, while avoiding all the British red tape. However, while taking photos he had a bad fall in the harbor and messed up his leg. It got worse as time went on, to the point where he could barely walk. He went to a field hospital but was quickly sent elsewhere; the Allies were attempting to evacuate any injured out of Tobruk as quickly as possible in case the city fell again. He was sent to Mersa Matruh, and was put next to a badly wounded 19-year-old German POW. The two talked and Bowen learned that he’s just a boy with a family who was put in the desert–like many of his Allied counterparts. They both bonded and discussed America’s entrance into the war, until they were separated when Bowen was sent to Cairo. In Mersa Matruh, after much questioning by himself and the many doctors that had seen him, he was diagnosed with polio in his leg.

A crashed German Ju 87 "Stuka" dive bomber near Tobruk

A German dive bombing attack near Tobruk Courtesy the Australian War Memorial

A crashed German Ju 87 "Stuka" dive bomber near Tobruk
Whenever he could look up from his stretcher, Bowen saw constant convoys and troops being sent to the front from Cairo. There was gossip in the hospital about who was winning, but near the end of June Captain John Ogden from the AFS headquarters visited to tell him that Tobruk had been taken by the Germans. He lets him know that most of the AFS was able to escape to El Alamein, but one of Croswell’s friends was captured in the retreat. Bidding farewell, Ogden took the rest of Bowen’s negatives to be developed and sent them off to the censors. A woman from the RAF who he met last time he was in Cairo also came to visit, but things were different with Bowen now. Suddenly he didn’t feel like talking much and instead debated how much of his experiences from the front he should tell her:
It’s boredom, and terror, but terror is only part of it. It’s living in the ground like animals. It’s being dirty and eating out of a filthy mess tin a dog wouldn’t eat out of. I think…it is mostly that war is the greatest insult in the world to the dignity of man…It is learning that in war the little guy's life and health come very cheap.
Later on, one of the hospital staff informed him that he was going to be sent to a hospital in Suez; with a sigh of relief, the war was over for Croswell. He was loaded onto another ship, coincidentally the same one he photographed in Tobruk, and sailed through the sweltering heat of Aden. While on the seas he mourned the loss of his leg, thinking he would never be able to become a great reporter or take great photos like he dreamed of when he returned home. The ship was also in constant danger from German U-boat attacks with strict blackouts at night, and Bowen wondered if he’d even be able to make it to a lifeboat by hopping on one leg. At last, the ship arrived in Durban, South Africa and he was sent to Addington Hospital.
The town was filled with Americans, who were eager to talk to someone like Bowen who had “seen some action.” He felt bad for them; after what he went through he felt very old, and their inexperience led him to see them as infants. Making his way to a bar on crutches, he ran into two Americans that said they could get him home, so Bowen immediately convinced the hospital to discharge him so he could leave the next day. The trip home was a great improvement from the trip there; he was given a suite that was typically reserved for the highest ranking officer, and given great food in the officer’s mess. Despite this, Croswell found the trip hard to enjoy. He began a lifelong struggle with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) as they sailed:
A loud crashing sound awakens me. Suddenly, I am back in the desert. Gerry’s dropping his stuff again. No use worrying. If it gets you it gets you. I feel the pain in my back and hear the buzz of planes. Now the pain is in my leg. I realize I am not in the desert. Perhaps a torpedo has hit the ship…No. It was just a wave smashing our cargoless ship.
Finally, in October of 1942, the ship docked in Staten Island and memories from the city flooded Bowen’s mind. He knew the war had changed him, although he wasn’t exactly sure how yet. One thing he was sure of, however, was that he was home.

A promotional pamphlet for the memoir Bowen wrote upon returning to the states

A promotional pamphlet for the memoir Bowen wrote upon returning to the states

The 15th Scottish Hospital, where Bowen was sent in Cairo

A promotional pamphlet for the memoir Bowen wrote upon returning to the states
He spent the first few months selling some of his writing and pictures from overseas, then wrote a memoir about his experiences entitled “Back From Tobruk,” but was unable to find a publisher willing to buy it. He also began seeking medical treatments for his leg and recovered somewhat, but continued to walk with a limp. Trying to find a new job, Bowen was hired at NBC to write on foreign news, and signed up with the Victory Speaker’s Bureau where he gave speeches to raise money for the war effort. In his talks he mentioned the 19-year-old German he met in the ambulance and told other stories about what he experienced while in the desert. In March 1944, Bowen married a woman he met at a New Year’s party a year prior. He also began writing at a new magazine, PM. The publication was known for its left-wing authors and loose restrictions, allowing the writers to publish articles about whatever they saw fit. With the magazine, he covered the burial of Franklin D. Roosevelt, V-E Day, the dropping of the atomic bombs, V-J Day, and the early days of the United Nations. It was a good job, but as anti-communist rhetoric was on the rise after the war, the paper began losing money. With many self-avowed communist writers, the paper lost popularity and eventually folded in 1948.
The war never truly left Bowen. A garbageman opening a can on the street suddenly put him back in the desert; the clanking metal turning into the explosions of artillery shells. The smell of something cooking on the stove turned into a burning truck or plane that had just crashed. The faces of wounded men in Tobruk suddenly appeared through his camera viewfinder. Now with two young children, another child on the way, a lost job, a country gearing up for war in Korea, and an ever-present struggle with PTSD, Bowen’s stresses culminated in a mental breakdown in 1949. He was admitted to a psychiatric clinic, but was never able to make a full recovery.
In the following years Bowen poured himself into his work, writing about causes he believed in at a time when his politics were widely unpopular. He wrote countless investigative reports, activist articles, and multiple books. In doing so, however, his family life suffered and he eventually went to live alone back in New York in 1961. He remained there for another 10 years, and kept occasional contact with his children until he passed in 1971 at the age of 66. After his death, many of his papers, books, and other writings were donated to his boarding school and Yale University. Almost 40 years later, his family was given back one of his unpublished, but arguably most personal, books from his boarding school’s library. Croswell’s wartime memoir “Back From Tobruk,” which he struggled to get published himself when he returned home, was finally published in 2012.

Croswell in the PM Magazine newsroom in 1946

Bowen as an author in 1959

Croswell in New York in his later years

Croswell in the PM Magazine newsroom in 1946